How Much I left behind

When I go on Myspace and see all the people I once talk to. It makes me realize how much better off I am. I'm not saying I'm better then anyone, but at least I think about my future and were I'm going and not just tomorrow. Since I moved 7 months ago I've changed into something so much better then what I was before. I can't stand to think that I once was like that and hung out with those people that didn't care but I cared about. But when I go back every once a month I realize how many people are actually my friends or actually wanted to be around me. But if I went back to leave I would tell everyone that I didn't care about them and that I wouldn't prefer them not to talk to me. Why? 1. I don't need people around me that are going to drag me down or pull me away from what truly matters. 2. If they didn't care about when I left they shouldn't care when I came back, unless your going to remember me when I'm gone then don't remember me when I'm near. I've IMed Texted, messaged, wrote comments, anything you can think of to stay contact with those people but it just shows how much they want to work to keep my friendship and it shows how much they "thought" about my friendship. So I rather drop them then Carry them I don't need weight of the people that don't matter I'm better off without them and I completely see that now. :]