Upsetting times

I know that life won't always be at the top or were I want it to be, but right now I feel like my life or the way i think hasn't changed from when I was in my home town. And some of the people I really care about and try to get close kinda driffted away and I know some of then will say it's my boyfriend's falt but idk everyone just kinda has there own lives and mine just don't fit in with theirs so I just go with the flow, I'm almost done with highschool and I'm so over that "teanage" phase with my life. I'm just going to laugh at the teens who sit around me going threw their lived apart from mine. I hate being upset but It's normal I understand it's natural, but sometimes I just want to be tottaly apathetic and not emotional twords anything which is the hardist thing to do as a girl, but I'll try I'm tired of people getting the best of me and worring about everyone else. I want to be alone for the rest of my life in a little house with my Dingos Digarido in Australia in the outback so I can be away from civilization and lear about animals. But I know I want to be a teacher but I also want to studie music and be a Photographer which wouldn't be hard if I lived in Australia But I'm gettin goff topic as of right now I'm tired of the world and don't want to go back to school monday I wish it was the first 2 days of school when I didn't know anyone that was the best ever! well c ya till next time.